all about peg

I got a job!

2004-12-19T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hey, hey, hey! I got a job~ lalala~ i got a job ~ lalala! haha. I finally got a job and I'm starting work on the 27th of Dec. It's a 5 day job, so if the swiss gang has any outings, ask me out on weekends k? Ahem... It's an office job, and I'm an Accounts Assistant. Cool name right? Haha.. not like that usual waitress, salesgirl or promoter. Anyway, I duno what I'm supposed to do yet haha. Nvm la, I think go there they will teach. Oh ya, I'm working at the Siemens company. Excited man, can't wait to work.

Ty's going to the army soon. I no feeling leh. Haiz. Maybe it's cos our past couple of outings have been like ----- boring----. He's always moody. Duno is PMS or what. So, we're not really communicating now. The feeling's like the beginning of our relationship, where everything was very awkward. It's strange to say that we've been together for almost 9 months (... I think, not really sure, don't even know the first day we started. It just came naturally). Huihui told me she cried when Kenrick went into the army. I don't think I will, at least for now. Really feeling sian now. When we go out, he just follows me around, and when I ask him if he wants to go anywhere, it's always the same reply, " Shui Bian." I hate the phrase Shui Bian now! Argh! So the last time we went out, he kept telling me to shop, while he followed and browsed around. I think many girls would like to shop. But hey, I'm Peggy. I don't like to shop unless I really have to. And if I intend to shop, I'll go straight to the shop and buy the stuff. I hate trying on clothes. It's too troublesome! One or 2 clothes, it's ok. But going into one shop and another to try clothes on? Sorry... I'd rather go home. But no choice, I have to shop, if not, he doesn't know what to do, and neither do I. Quite pathetic right. But the trouble is, he doesn't usually behave that way. That's why I'm feeling damn sian. Maybe it's his work that's troubling him, maybe he's tired. I tried asking a few times already. He just says it's nothing and he's feeling ok. Sigh. Guys. Weird. Period.

I want a job!

2004-12-15T15:10:00.000+08:00

I want a job!!!! I've been sending my resume to HUNDREDS of jobs, those posted on the internet or the newspaper. I even went to sign up at an agency. Got a call everyday from Janet (the person finding a job for me). She's not bad, efficient and fast, but all the jobs are not suitable for me. I think they're quite far. Argh! She told me this afternoon or rather, this morning at 2pm (hey I woke up because of her call) that there's a job at Ang Mo Kio, and she asks me," So do u want the job? If u're interested, I'll send in your resume. Is Ang Mo Kio far for u?" That's that question I always don't know. Hey, I don't even know my way in Orchard Road, and as all my friends know, I wouldn't know where Ang Mo Kio is. Is there an MRT in Ang Mo Kio? I seriously don't know. Then there was one time she recommended me a job in Ayar Rajah ( I think that's how u spell it). Where the hell is that? Is it in Singapore? Haha... no idea man. Just told her it's too far (cannot pai seh myself). LOL! How? Anyway, I hope the next time she calls, she'll tell me there's a job in CCK, Jurong East, Alexandra, Queenstown, Clementi....etc... (the places that I at least know anyway) =p

Swiss BBQ

2004-12-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

BBQ!!!! I remember I ate a lot... oops

Mouse and me

2004-12-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

mouse and me!! he looks so cute and acted so cute that day.. hahaha

Singapore Idol

2004-11-20T13:43:00.000+08:00

I'm angry man. That stupid Nanda. His nick on msn wrote : to those who still voted for sylvester, use your freaking brains dammit!. What the hell... he doesn't have to say that even if he doesn't like Sly. Anyway it's not that Sylvester cannot sing k. Listen to his past performaces. We can't judge a person from one lousy performance and condemn him like he's like William Hung!

Read The Newpaper yesterday and see what the 3 people (selena, joe and 1 more person.. i forgot who he is) commented on the 3 finalists. They said Taufik and Sylvester could give people and image to relate to, but when you think about Olinda, you only know she's a happy-go-lucky and bubbly girl. That doesn't give people a very deep impression of her. Joe also stated that she keeps emphasizing that she'll do better and work doubly hard, but that hasn't shown yet (that's what they said, not me). No doubt she sings well, but so does Sylvester. Moreover, if you have seen the 9 o'clock news tonight, you'll find out that Sly found out that the media had actually reported on his family having financial difficulties, just before preparing for his performance. Hey, this is his family problem and he would, more or less be affected by it, no doubt, and it doesn't help his performance that he was a little sick on that day. I'm not saying that Sly should win S'pore Idol, but at least give him credit for coming so far. Anyways, he'll still have his ever-growing fan base supporting him even if he breaks into the chinese industry, which, i feel, would be better for him.

Yup, I'm a fan of Sylvester. I just don't like Taufik cos' I find him cocky and unreal. But I don't criticize his fans because I agree that Taufik also has talent. So, people like Nanda who doesn't vote, please use your freaking brains and keep your freaking comments to yourself. period.

2 more papers

2004-11-18T11:31:00.000+08:00

Yea!!! 2 more papers to go... woooo hoooo! After that can kek weiling. hahaha! I was sick yesterday and still sick now. *sniff* Wonder who was the one who spread the flu virus to me. If I ever get my hands on that person......

Saw this dress in the dec issue of 17. The dress is from Phuture London. Looks quite nice, think I'm gonna check it out. Hope it's not too expensive.

Soooo many things to prepare after the A levels. Pimples haven't even subsided. Haven't even bought my dress. Haven't thought of what I wanna do to my hair for prom. Haven't even booked for my driving lessons. And I wanna watch De-Lovely! I don't know if the movie's nice, but First mag rated it a full 5 stars! And it's M18. If i watch it, it's gonna be my 1st every M18 movie.

Eugene said the Thailand trip may be off. Cos' Quanju can't go as he's going overseas, so a few of the bballers don't wanna go. And the special promotion for the Thailand trip is over, so if we wanna go, it will be more ex. Anyway, they'll discuss it again after the exams.

Yes! just 2 and i mean 2 (excluding tmr la... haha.. mcq only) more papers to go. Can't wait! Holidays... here i come!

6 more days to go

2004-11-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

Exams are going to be over in just 6 more days! ok, maybe 6 more days to go to school and sit for my papers. It's so tiring and I hate it when our exams stretches over a month. Imagine, 4 subjects and it lasts for a month. Who has that kind of stamina? (ok, not counting the nerds and the constant muggers). I'm so exhausted already. Supposed to be studying Nuclear Physics now but I got a throbbing headache, so I'm taking a break by blogging. *Sigh* Just wish that all my exams would be over soon... very soon.

Went out to eat lunch with Ty (and I don't mean the teddy bears with the Ty brand). Asked him what I wanted to ask and he said he didn't mind (about the Thailand trip). He's just forever so worried about my results. He told me to forget him for now and concentrate on my studies and only love him again after the exams. Yeah right... if I could, I wouldn't be typing about him now. He said if I have the determination, I'll surely be able to concentrate and forget him for now. Well, I'm concentrating on my studies, but I'll think of him sometimes. I guess that's ok.

I'm actually blogging very slowly and waiting for Singapore Idol to come on. I just dread going back to study, especially not with my head still throbbing like I'm sitting in a bass brum. Still half an hour more to go. Hope Sylvester sings really well today.

Can't really concentrate nowadays, especially when I think back about my chem paper. Ya, I know, it's already long over, but I can't believe I actually wrote something wrongly which I memorised like mad for several weeks! Everyone in jc would actually give their best during the A levels and not make mistakes where they actually KNOW the answer. But I can't believe that I had actually goofed on my chem paper. I talking about the equation when aluminium chloride and magnesium chloride reacts with water. ARGH! I'm such an idiot. All the many weeks of memorising just went down the drain. Super pissed whenever I think of that. When I thought that paper 3 was easy, I make these stupid mistakes and now I have to memorise like mad again to make sure I don't make stupid mistakes on paper 1 & 2.
AARRRRRRGGGGGHHHH! -_-"

Well, my most dreaded paper is coming up. Oh Mr Albert Einstein, Mr Kirchoff, Mr Ohm, Mr Newton, Mr de Broglie and whoever's law or principle is gonna come out in my physics paper, please help me.

Slam Dunk Drawing

2004-11-11T11:05:00.000+08:00

hehe... I drew this pic looooong ago. And it was with pen! the only part that i used liquid paper on was on the 'S' of 'Shohoku' and on Liu Chuan Feng's left shoe. Yea, I know, I'm sooo artistic. =P

Swiss Gems

2004-11-10T04:32:00.000+08:00

Yeah... one of the nicest pics of one of the nicest people ever. -Swiss Gems-

After a day of math

2004-11-09T16:59:00.001+08:00

Just ended my Math paper 1 today. A little tired, don't feel like studying. I'm watching Guess Guess Guess as I'm typing this now. Hmm... my stomach's growling. Hungry already. That's what happens when you have high metabolism.

The basketballers are going to Thailand after the As, just before Tze Yuen goes to army. They're so in love with Thailand after the trip there for their basketball training, that they now want to go there for a holiday. Eugene, Quanju (he's the one that won the nike 1 on 1 bball competition and now Adidas is sponsoring him... so good rite! He has new shoes every month and in total, he has 14 bball shoes!) and Huijie (he's the MVP for the bball season of 2004, captain of SAJC bball team) asked me to join them. Really feel like going cos' it's not everyday you can go overseas with your friends... and of cos your boyfriend... hehe. Anyway, asked my mum and she said yes (yup, nice mum right, so open minded.. shows that she trusts me.. haha). Next thing is to ask Tze Yuen if it's ok I go along, cos' he may feel that he would have to spend time with me if I were to go with them and he can't spend quality time with his pals. Gonna ask him tmr during lunch.

My A Levels are gonna be over soon. So far so good. I'm like super worried that I can't get into the U. If i can't, I dunno what am I gonna do. I must get in if not my dad will be very disappointed. Can't waste my parent's money after they have spent so much on my education all these years. I won't go to poly, cos' my pride won't let me. Hey weiling, not that I'm saying that poly's not good, it's just that after studying so hard in JC for 2 years, I just can't see myself starting all over again from square 1 in poly. Trying my best and the papers so far are relatively easy. I hope I do well, or at least just get into the University.

Asked Tze Yuen quite some time before that if he would mind if I couldn't make it to the U. Fortunately, he assured me that the person he likes is me and not some scholar. =)

After the As, I've planned so many things. I've gotta go shop for my prom dress, learn driving, buy a new swimsuit and start swimming again (developed an interest in swimming again after watching The Champions... haha). Soooooo many things to do, so I must do well so that I won't feel bad after the exams.

I'm always using my sis' Laptop to type my entries nowadays that she's suspicious of what I'm doing cos' I don't let her read my entries. I think she's gonna read my blog one day. And if she does, I'm gonna kill her. So, just in case, this message's for her: DON'T READ ANYMORE! YOU'RE GONNA GET IT FROM ME IF U DO!

Busy mugging

2004-11-07T15:59:00.001+08:00

Been very busy these past few days, that's why no time to blog. I've just been studying and studying and tmr's the 1st scary paper.... Chem paper 3!!!!!! today must memorise like siao. A bit worried my memory will fail me tmr. CHOI CHOI! Aiyo.. nothing bad will happen tmr. k gotta go eat my lunch now. GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST to ME tmr!!

Everything's alright =)

2004-10-30T12:00:00.000+08:00

Haha, the title's kinda contradicting to what happened yesterday huh. That's cos' everything's alright now. I'm getting my study mood back now. And between him and me... we're A-ok.

He smsed today and said he needed to borrow my physics TYS solution book, so he came to my house around 3 or 4. Hmmm, nothing much. Handed him the book, he hugged me a little and kissed me on the cheek. Could tell he missed me... hehe. Anyway I think he was joking yesterday. Maybe I'm just too sensitive. Always has been. Must try not to be too sensitive if not I'll just create more trouble and problems for myself =P

Studying my chemistry now. Organic chem. Sucks right. Irritating weiling would probably say,"Studying? Organic Chem? What's that?". Haha.

My dog's got fleas! Just found that out today. My sis and I spotted 2 in his fur. We were kinda grossed out and screamed. Haha. Told my dad and Lexer was brought to the vet. My mum did a whole lot of cleaning to the house and the vet said that we may have to endure itchiness for awhile. I'm already starting to itch all over... may be my imagination, maybe not. Stupid fleas!

Ok, gotta get back to memorising the formulas and reactions. Was memorising the number of moles for the reaction of carbonyl compunds just now. For tollen's reagent it's 23242, fehling's it's 253, triodomethane is 3433... okok.. enough of that...

I'm Confused

2004-10-30T07:27:00.000+08:00

Hey people, yeah i'm back to blogging because I've so much on my mind now. 'A's round the corner and I just can't focus, it's so irritating. And with the stupid additional problems with that guy that I kinda find irritating now, I just can't take it anymore.

Sigh, I just don't know what to do right now. Today, we went out to have dinner, and it turned out alright. As usual, we were talking happily. Before I went into the house, he gave me a kiss, then I heard my house door open so he split and I went home. Called him when he was in the LRT after that cos' I find it quite weird for us to part so abruptly.

Regretted calling him man, we started to talk about us and things turned kinda ugly. He started to say that he would sms other girls. My heart kinda sank but I felt he was joking like always just to spite me and see my reaction. So I jokingly said," Since you already have no feelings for me, then lets break up." He nonchalantly said,"Ok, if that's what you want." I was very sad. I really don't know what to do. I just said,"I'm angry and i'm gonna hang up." He said,"Ok, go talk to the guys online and I shall go sms other girls." I just hung up.

What does he want from me? I've been treating him so well. He knows it and why does he do this to me. I just hate him now. I've been wearing the necklace that he gave me on my birthday and had never took it off. Well, I just took it off just now and locked it away in my cupboard. I'm sick and tired of his games. I love him so but he does this to me. So unfair right.

Anyway, I gotta study hard for my 'A's. Have a feeling I won't do well at all. Wish someone would just knock some sense into me to start studying. I wouldn't want to go overseas to study. Just want to get into U. Is that too much to ask?

Ty, stop bothering me for now, and I'll stop bothering you. I hate you.... at least for now...